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Name: Vicki
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Birthday: 9/17/1990
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Friday, February 04, 2005

hey robert! ok i just felt like saying that


Monday, January 31, 2005

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Time has run out, for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe
It's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and I need to leave
For awhile, life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you....
I'm sorry, but this is my fate, everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long, so here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me, I'm not worth any tears...
It's been the years, of abuse, neglected to treat the disorder that's controlled my youth
For so long, I'm in a fleshy tomb burried up above the ground
It's no use, why should I hold on it's been five years don't need one more
So goodbye, life's abuse...

 

Yeah ok that was a long quote anyway... yeah so i went to kellys and everything and we went across the street to these ppls trampoline and they were brothers and yeah i was left in the cold for like 2 hours with Robert and this little kid so yeah... stupid Ariane and Kelly left me out there and i never warmed up! At least until i woke up the next morning. I found out Roberts middle name!! he told me!! but i cant tell anyone so shhh! lmao. Yeah Ariane and Brittany are in a fight. Ariane says sorry britt!! Britt and Andy broke up...its so sad. Im going to laugh soo freakin hard if he asks britt out and she says no and then asks kelly out and she says no. Ok well im about to go to Arianes because shejust got back from shopping with her sis. lol. Peace.

Twisted Freak


Saturday, January 29, 2005

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I wish he ment it when he kissed my lips because then I could look back and remember someone l.o.v.e.d me insterad I can only look back and remember someone used me. </3

Hey everyone. Im about to go to Kellys and Ariane and Robert are going too.. ariane is going to take me. Amys new nickname is stud muffin! There isnt anything to do and xanga was down for a little while a while ago. Ok i just got the word Arianes mom is home so i take it i got to go and go to kelly's ... peace.

Twisted Freak

 

 

 


Thursday, January 27, 2005

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i have drugs dOwn my thrOat, anD cuts on my wrists...the wOrld is sO dark...in the cOrner i sit...all my friends are gOne...as i cry a black tear...why am i here...is it fOr the tOture?...Or all the pain?...i cant find the answer...tO keep me sane...im lOst fOrever...in my scary life...it cant get any wOrse...since i play my life like 2 dice...i walk intO my kitchen...ii see the silver knife...the shiny blade stabs through me...and it ends my life

Hey everyone...yeah ok today was dumb i had to take this stupid test thing from 9:00-11:00 its for students around the US and it was the Nation Report Card or whatever and they picked random kids and i was one of them...lucky me...yeah right... anyway then i had a HAT test for math and a Chapter test for science...today was just...so busy. Anyway Robert keeps saying "Do u wanna talk about Jesus?" to everyone and now its just stuck in my head! ah! I have to go to the orientation thing for Bethel on February 9 and i dont want to go cause i dont want to go to Bethel i want to go to Kecoughtan High... Its better...for me anyways... Devin always yells in German after school its soo funny and today she went up to a prep and said "Do u wanna talk about Jesus?" and the prep just looked at her like o.O Haha! it was funny. I think theres something wrong with Devin. Ok well i better go i have to go study...haha yeah right...i never study i just look at the book and when my parents are gone i listen to music or watch tv or something... ok peace

                                                                                                      TwIsTeD fReAk

 


Wednesday, January 26, 2005

sometimes the things that are the hardest
to let go of .. are the things that you never
really had

Hey everyone...yeah i havent been on to much lately...i had to stay at school until 5 today it sucked so bad but thankfully Amy came and hung out with me some... Then next week i have to stay after school for band and i also have band practice for school tomorrow morning...THE FLUTE SUCKS! yeah i picked it when i was in 6th grade... i wasnt like i am now and stupid Mr.Knipple wont let me quit cause you have to get permission from him...AHHHHH!! TORTURE!!! but i can play guitar so thats good...our band needs a place to practice and i talked to my dad about it and he said maybe we can clean out our garage so that our band can practice in there... Amy had a weird dream ... it was where her and her class got to go to a Amy Lee concert and Amy got to meet Amy Lee and they took a picture together and Brian G was rockin out(Brian G is this dude in her class and he is a skater and he looks chinese so just trying to imagine him rocking out to Amy Lee is halarious) and every time Amy Lee would sing he would kinda pretend to sing in a microphone...yeah ok not funny...Im trying to go to the movies this weekend...ive been spending a lot of time there lol. hmm what else to talk about? Oh yeah i got a new nickname Devin made for me its Twisted Freak...ok thats not funny either... ok yeah well im just not a funny person... ok well i g2g...peace...

                                                                                       TwIsTeD fReAk



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